SCREWED UP..!! My life's in a mess.
I don't mind if people despise me. Because I know that no matter how hard I try...
NOTHING WILL CHANGE.. FRIENDS? Yes for now its my 2nd priority.. As for the first? It's of course, my family.. Nah.. Nobody will listen to this shit crapss I'm talking about.. Guess I should face reality :D I can't be hiding forever.. SO FAR, I've done nothing wrong... Nothing at all.. That piece of shit was just assuming what she thought, but my conscience is clear :D I NEVER.
Anw, I LOVE girlgirl (Janice) alot alot.. She's always there for me (:
Thank you...
Labels: Hate me all you want.. See this, I dont give a damn..
You'll always be the one AMANDA ♥, 9:44 PM.
I just wanna know.. If you're just a passerby in my life, I'm really so confused about lotsa things.. Maybe you can just give me an explaination on why you just treated me this way? I'm really v.sorry.. I didn't know what did I do to make you so unhappy.. You're like my so close friend in another word, its called BFF.. Maybe someday I really hope to hear from you.. I'll always promise you to never give up on my studies and go to school everyday..
Labels: P.S. Every word you say meant to me...
You'll always be the one AMANDA ♥, 8:22 PM.
MY FEELING: FCUKED UP! FRUSTRATED! CONFUSED! :/
Seriously I've no idea what went wrong.. You're still avoiding me, I don't know why.. At least an explanation from you? You simply just ignore it... WHY? I guess you'll not text me anymore.. I'm trying to get rid of the temptation to do whatever thing I'm supposed to do, like text you or something.. I guess it has already come to an end. I'm feeling so vexed now and then...
Okay, back to the topic of the day (: Currently, I'm at Peiwah's house.. Camwhoring using his webcam like crazy man!! These are the pictures!! ENJOY.. Heehee!! :D
12 PHOTOS EHHHHH!!!
Guess I'll be staying over till late night at his place man...!! :D
Seriously, I'm feeling so f-up now.. Grrrr!! How I wish you're still there to joke around w me..
How I wish....
I'm sooooo full I just ate 3 pieces of pizza.. :/ I'm craving for CHOCOLATE!!
GOOOOOOODBYEEEEE! I shall blog when I'm free..
Labels: 3 days I've not been hearing from you...
You'll always be the one AMANDA ♥, 8:18 PM.
Hi people.. I've actually neglected my blog for maybe a month or so already.. I'm free now to blog actually, I've got nothing to do... Many many things happen recently. It was so sudden. And I'm actually feeling vexed this few days too. (When I'm not even having my period!) I just feel that I really have no goals till now.. Although I always tell myself I HAVE TO STUDY HARD & stuffs!! Honestly speaking, I don't know whether if I can achieve it anot.. I serously have no idea -.- ARGHS! Talking about relationship, I can say that it's a little messy now, for this, I also really have no idea.. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT AM I THINKING NOW..!!! What am I gonna be in future? A doctor? Lawyer? Teacher? A rubbish collector.... Zzzz!! NO WAY! So in order not to end up in this state, I guess all I can DO and MUST DO is to have faith in myself :/ Hopefully, sooner or later I'll achieve my goal! And that will be the time that I won't have to worry so many many things.. Grrr.. :/ At the same time, I've already promised that, I have to change for the better, must go to school!! Be PUNCTUAL!! :P I guess Term 1 I've been playing alot.. So now it's for me to concentrate already.. My GPA at least 3.2!! :D WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!!
Okay, I think I shall turn in now.. I'm getting super tired le.. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :DLabels: Seriously I don't know why are you hiding....
You'll always be the one AMANDA ♥, 7:38 AM.